Monday, April 1, 2013

So many decisions...

Do nothing - not an option
Lumpectomy with radiation therapy and tamoxifen
Mastectomy with immediate reconstruction started - no radiation or tamoxifen needed with mastectomy
Mastectomy with delayed reconstruction
Mastectomy with no reconstruction
Then, all of the reconstruction options which I will not list here, some very complicated and confusing

I came home and took a nap because my anxiety level was rising again...woke up, sun came out and felt much better with more clarity.


Bibi is modeling what my face looked like when I got home from doctor's appointments today...a blank stare off into space.  Thank you Bibi, well done.  Now you can go take a nap.

5 comments:

  1. Sheesh, so much to consider. I wish you great strength as you navigate the decision. And thank goodness for kitties who know how to do their jobs well.

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  2. her big green eyes are mesmerizing. look into those and the answer will be clear. or you'll just want to catch a fly. either one. xoxo

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    1. She is very mesmerizing...However I had no inclination to catch a fly! Ha!

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  3. I know how hard and confusing this all is, and sometimes the best answer is as simple as a nap. How nice you have this sweet kitty to provide some comfort!

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    1. You are right...a nice nap with a warm kitty is great!

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